My time.

So today is my first day of blogging. My day usually begins around 630-7. I get up and go to work where I am at till 5pm sometimes later. On top of my hours my husband is on disability and has been keeping our daughter during the day. We also recently had a litter of puppies and are trying to make things and refinish items to make money. Him being off on disability has been very hard and stressful on us. We are barely making ends meet and constantly having to borrow money from people.  We had put some items in a store to try to sell but nothing has seemed to really be selling. So I think we are gonna be pulling out. We cant afford to keep paying them and not make nothing. It had been so hard trying not to stress and act like I'm not worried about anything when in reality I'm scared. We have been trying to get our house payments straight because we are behind on that. Our daughter is 5 and wired. She is a handful. We love her to death but sometimes i wonder if I am doing it right. She never listens to me and always talks back. No matter what kindof of punishment you do it doesn't phase her. How do you know if you are raising them right and handling every situation correctly. I know by no means I am perfect. I get stressed out way to much. I am on meds for stress and headaches and of course work doesn't help with stress. I am on that likes to hings to go in order at work and lately they have not. The other day on the way to the doctor about my headaches I broke down in tears because of stressed and because I was scared what if my headaches cause other problems. I want to be able to see my daughter grow up and have kids. Sorry this is a very random blog I have never blogged before.  I promise I will get better with each one. I am gonna attempt to get some sleep hopefully this new medicine for my headaches will help me sleep because that has been a problem lately too.